I am messy! and usually a lone body, so after I dropped off D at pre-k, I called a friend and met her for coffee at my fav fav place! Barnes and Nobles. :-) That time had been planned to study, but it was nice to talk to someone who isn't a friend from work or my boo. I love those people to death but I need more, just finding the time is a problemo. I have one more week of orientation and then I can start getting my own sets of rooms to work with each evening. Right now at work I'm at the point of splitting my trainers sets and having those patients to myself without any help. That started yesterday which was good! I didn't really have any problems. And I managed to spend some time Friday morning cleaning before I had to pick up D from school, which was also planned time to study. I am lucky this week because I have the weekend off, and since D goes to her dads every weekend, it gives me time to catch up on school work. Next week won't be so easy since I only have Wednesday off and Monday. But Wednesday will give me time to spend the day with D since she will be at my house.
Me and my ex have a shared custody (verbal) agreement. He gets her every Saturday at noon and she comes to my house wither Tuesday or Wednesday depending on who had her 4 days the previous week. So it equals out that way. D loves her dad, she loves going there, and I don't blame her. Her dad lives with his parents too, and his mom is the one who I think does all the playing with her. My ex would take her to theme parks around the area and take her to Sea World too, but on the day to day basis I think his mom does the real care, but I could be wrong. Ds stories change day to day. I'd ask her who played with her yesterday and she would say mom...umm.. his mom (which makes me jealous), and then I'd ask her again later and she wouls say her dad. Asking her is the only comfortable way to find out whats going on in her other house. Her dad and I don't talk, or at least I don't feel comfortable enough to talk to him because it's easy to sound accusitory when asking "so do you spend time with our daughter, or are you playing video games all day after work like you used to when we were married, or together, we're still legally married.
Since I'm talking about one guy I should talk about the other, my boo, my sweetheart, my younger boyfriend. I confessed to him last night that I had started smoking cigarettes again. He was asking all the time if I was because I would get off the phone with him when I got to work even though I was 20 minutes early, or I would call him on a break and he would ask, "why are you outside? It's freezing!," and I said "No reason, just wanted to." He was upset I was lying to him for a week, even though he was pretty sure I had started again. It was easy to hide it from him since we haven't seen each other for 9 days. My schedual is busy with work, my classes, and our days off don't match up at the moment. But at least I got this weekend off, which is great considering I didn't have to request the day off.
I'm really excited about tomorrow!
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