A downer

Happy belated Mothers Day to those out there that are mothers to children, dogs, cats, and other animals, and mothers to their mothers.

 You may wonder what mothers to their mothers is referring to so here it is. There is a nurse with whom I work with who has not only his mother in the nursing home he works in, has another lady relative as well. The other day he was collecting their laundry to take home and wash and said we'll I have my daugthers laundry and said good night to everyone there.

This made me think about life, aging, and dealth which has been happening to me a lot since working there. Those topics seem to hit harder when there is a death or dealths.  It's amazing how a place like that can go for months without any dealths and then all of a sudden, two in a day.

Thinking about it that day made me think of questions such as: Why are we here? What is the point? I obviously don't know the answers to that but it also made me wonder, should I even have more children? My boo and I have talked about having another child later on down the road, we even picked out names. Lola and Keegan. Last night as we were watching Iron Man 2 the name Pepper stuck with me. See my boo is a ginger so the thought of having a cute little red haired siren Pepper would be a great nickname, so who knows what's in store for me.